Maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I don't wanna be loved
Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be
In a different life, a different world, a different page
With a different mind, a different name
'Cause all these bad days turn to bad weeks
And the bad weeks turn to bad months
And the bad thoughts got you on edge of the rooftop
But you can't jump, just stuck, yeah
None of my friends are feelin the same, they're so blessed
And happy in their skin, but I'm just so uncomfortable in mine
I'm probably just wound too tight, but look
Take your pick, what you prefer?
Broken bones, or broken hearts, or broken homes
Don't know what's worse
So let me sink
Or put me on too many pills to let me think
I'm fallin' in, another night alone with all these songs again
Just waiting for the storm to pass
Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it
But I think that's just things they say
And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?
I used to think I wanted out, but
Maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I don't wanna be loved
Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be
Locked in my room
Anything take me away from reality
They said you gotta take bad with the good
But I guess that I'm not very good at the balancing
Lookin' around at these people, so easily
Dealing with life on a practical level like
Why the fuck can't I just learn to be normal?
And really what's normal, like what's it resemble?
A waste of potential, they think that I'm hopeless
And I'm just surprised there's someone that noticed me
Out of the fire the heart is still broken
I'm so fuckin' tired of everyone knowing it
Holdin' in all of these feelings until I'm about to explode and spend
Every moment just counting the seconds until I'm back alone
I just keep waiting for the storm to pass
Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it
But I think that's just things they say
And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?
I used to think I wanted out, but
Maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I don't wanna be loved
Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
And maybe I don't wanna be loved
Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
Maybe I just wanna be numb
Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
