I’m so glad you made time to see me.
How’s life? Tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while.
You’ve been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, “I’m sorry for that night,”
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you.
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven’t been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin’.
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was “Goodbye”.
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, “I’m sorry for that night.”
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I’d love you right.
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, “I’m sorry for that night.”
And I go back to December…
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I’d go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.
All the time.
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خیلی خوشحالم تو یه وقتی گذاشتی تا منو ببینی
زندگی چه طوره؟بگو خانواده ات چطورن؟
چند وقتیه که ندیدمشون
تو خوب شده بودی از همیشه پر مشغله تر بودی
در مورد کار و هوا حرف میزنی
تو خودتو گرفتی و من می دونم چرا این کار رو می کنی
به خاطر اینکه اخرین باری که منو دیدی
من هنوز تو خاطرات قبلیت می سوختم
به من دسته گل رز دادی اما من اونا رو همونجا گذاشتم تا بمیرن
اما این منم غرورمو کنار گذاشتم
رو به روی تو واستادم می گم برای اون شب متاسفم
و من همیشه به دسامبر بر می گردم
ازادی عوض شده هیچی نیست جز دلتنگی تو
کاش وقتی مال من بودی می فهمیدم دارم چه کار می کنم
من دوست دارم به دسامبر برگردم برگردمو همه چیزو درست کنم
من همیشه به دسامبر بر می گردم
تو این روزا نخوابیدم
بیدار موندم و به گذشته بر می گردم
وقتی که روز تولدت گذشت و من بهت زنگ نزدم
و من به تابستون فکر می کنم همه ی اون ساعتای زیبا
من تو رو از قسمت مسافرا میدیدم که داری می خندی
فهمیدم که من تو رو از پاییز تا حالا دوست دارم
وقتی ترس به ذهن من خزید روزای سرد و تاریک اومدن
تو همه ی عشقتو به من دادی و من فقط یه خداحافظی به تو دادم
